Tuesday, December 16, 2008 4:37 AM
Lifez Ended Just Like Tat..
last week is probably the saddest week for my grandmother..Cant believe my great-grandmother actually passed away so suddenly.. I believe she would had gone earlier but she hold on to it..My grandmother is the eldest daughter and the one tat she dote on the most..While she is in the hospital, the doctors said there is no cure and she is just waiting for the time to come..My grandmother was worried sick for 1 month, my aunts and uncles decided to take her on a holiday to relax..2 weeks ago, my grandfather had his birthday party and everyone was happy..a couple of days later, in the morning my mom receive a call, tat my great-grandmother passed away le..i believe she hold on till both events are done before going, cuz she dote on my grandmother the most..It was a tough week for her, she kept crying, my mom and her siblings all shed their tears..I felt guilty when i first approach her coffin, when she is in the hospital or at home,i didnt visit her..And now she is lying lifeless in the coffin..Luckily she was not seen from the coffin, or i will have the image engrave in me..After being there for several days and staying for 2 nites, i felt the peace..Even when i touch the coffin, i feel no fear and no guilt but just peace..heard from my mom, when she passed away, her facial expression was like she was sleeping, very peaceful..when she was abt to cremate, everyone was emotionally agitated, all the females was already in tears, my grandmother needed support even..Life would end anytime, but one thing i had learnt..we need to treasure wat we have now, cuz many of the time we realise it when we lost it..By the time, its too late...
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